Where have I been?

So I've dropped off the face of the blogging world. I still exist but in the secret corners of my mind. Fall is in motion, lack of sunshine already setting in. Seasonal depression creeping up on me, throwing me into deep slumber, and day dream.
This year will also be the tenth year my husband and I have been together.
I ain't dreaming about golds and riches, mink coats and diamond tennis bracelets.
I'm dreaming about mind meshing, understanding, kind words and sweet sediments.
In short, yes, I'm dreaming about an affair.
The last few years my womenhood has been buried in a mound of laundry, dishes, and cooking meals. I'm feeling sorry for myself, and not ashamed to say so. I feel cheated and short changed on the romantic ideals of our culture.
Therefore determined to find an affair that can fill in the voids that I am presently dealing with, I enrolled in a writers group. Yes, looking for that kindered soul, who is just as intrested and intrigued but the written word as I. Someone with soft eyes, and a keen wit. Yesterday was my first meeting with the group. So stayed tuned things are just starting to get interesting.